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Aftermath - Side B

from Music as a Drug Pt. 2 by TV is Neat

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-i Hate
I have this feeling
That I keep trying to fight
Fighting gets me nowhere
Clear my vision
Show me why
(nothing can change my mind
and the clearing makes it seem more right)

“I hate myself”
Or “I hate my own
Self apathy”

“I hate myself”
Is that an interpretation
Of how I'm living
If you can call it that?

(Now that I feel more free
I don’t quite feel this way
I made it through this time
But it will come another day
I know what I sacrifice
To keep myself “alive”)

-Shut Off
Every night
I cannot stop
My mind
From racing through everything I have to do

Fear
Stays so close
Never leaves
Triple checking what I must have done wrong

Music
Soothes my soul
Becomes my love
Becomes such a drug

Music
Blends together
Become meaningless
It is not art that I love

-Winter Arrives
Nothing has changed
I still feel the same way
Though I’m freed from what I thought kept me

that Christmas feeling
of why do I bother
when for half a second, I'm okay with being gone

There are moments when things are nice
But it feels like all that is left is film, games, and food
Sorry
I wish things were better - I don't know how to make things better
I don’t know what to blame - I wish I knew who to blame
Maybe we no longer speak the same language

Fuck desire
Fuck humor
Why can’t my seasons change?
Emptiness keeps haunting me

It was easier when I had a job to blame everything on
Or a lack of sleep
Or papers to write
But the truth is that this is something intrinsic

-Afterimage
Now things go back to normal
Things seem like they were
I wished I had valued you more
Feeling sadness for the distance

I don’t want to return to you
I want you here with me

Now things go back to normal
Hopes were somewhat answered
But I don’t know what anything meant
And the future remains uncertain

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from Music as a Drug Pt. 2, released March 1, 2019

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Fourteen Days Portland, Oregon

Fourteen Days is a Artist/Producer that makes anything from ambient, to folk, to lo- fi.

Inspirations include The Flaming Lips, Brian Eno, Jim Guthrie, and Xiu Xiu.


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